Barrio San Miguel

Posted on 24th January 2026 in Andalucia, Articles, Flamenco, music, Reflections, Stories

 

Under the layers of centuries of construction, degradation, destruction, repeat, at the corner of Calle Jauna de Dios Lacoste and Calle Orbeja, next to Monumento a Santa Angela de la Cruz, destined for resurrection, a stone is excavated from the mound of debris. As if the stone was waiting for a Jose Maria, a Manuel, or an Agustin to lift it from the rubble and replace it to its rightful position in the sky by the hands of the transgenerational offspring who lay it in the original edifice that stood in this nascent city so that this stone will once again clock the setting sunbeat across it’s jagged face.

It will again record the rhythmic gait of local passersby, the wild melancholic music driven by the confraternities in preparation for Semana Santa, the canes of ancient matriarchs paddling from Plaza de Mercado to Plaza Arenal along Calle de Los Gatos Extranos, spanning generations from the Moors through Franco, mixed with foreign idioms crystallizing within its rich mineral structure in preparation for the new wave of tourists and extranjeros who will inevitably inhabit this repaired and rebuilt structure, replacing the locals that slowly die off or get frustrated with the radical influx of foreigners that hasn’t quite hit Jerez de la Frontera yet; yet, this fusion of antiquity and the drunken stumbling towards modernity can be felt coursing through your blood.

In the alcove under the old gymnasium, closed during COVID, whose innards will likely never again see the sterilizing sunlight, sleeps a junkie who defecates next to her bed made of cardboard and frayed, grungy blankets. A woman and her daughter, charged by the town to feed the street cats, endlessly parading around in their technicolored uniforms for a stray morsel or a random grope below the Larus, Swift, Cinconia, and Corvidae taunting from the sky. The modernized apartment to serve a few Brits who escaped their birthplace, gutted and replaced with trappings that exceed in price those in the adjacent house, but in no way match the authenticity of its architecture and décor, whose inhabitants have occupied this abode for 9 generations. With your face pressed against the fresh white surface, you can see out along the adjacent corridor, the Torre de la Catedral in el Estilo de Arquitectura gótico-mudéjar, and hear the dirge resonate in your skull, quietly reminding you of this gran pueblo’s tumultuous past.

If you catch the right angle, temperature, time of day, humidity, and location when the sun is in some precise position in the sky, you can taste Manuel Morao’s golpe and feel Lola’s cadence saturating your brain. A molecule of the scent of jasmine that flowered in barrio San Miguel terminates on your olfactory nerve after losing its way in the labyrinth nearly a millennium ago. Parfum de Citrus infused with vapors of the Palomino Fino and Pedro Ximenez whose bodegas were strategically constructed according to the sacred geometry of Arab mathematicians calculating the divine, the pervasive, and the infinite waft through the scorched skies so that when you are distracted enough for just a moment to forget yourself, you can hear ancestral Romani singing inside the stone put in place by the person whose name you bear,  who stood in the spot where the very first structure of Jerez was erected and served as the seed-crystal for the city at the center of the universe, the city that bears the scars of history and serves as humanity’s hope, the city where everything is motionless at the frontier between nothingness and eternity.

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Bajo las capas de siglos de construcción, degradación, destrucción, una y otra vez, en la esquina de la calle Jauna de Dios Lacoste y la calle Orbeja, junto al Monumento a Santa Ángela de la Cruz, destinada a la resurrección, se excava una piedra del montón de escombros. Como si la piedra esperara a que un José María, un Manuel o un Agustín la levantaran de entre los escombros y la colocaran en su legítimo lugar en el cielo, gracias a las manos de los descendientes transgeneracionales que la depositaron en el edificio original que se alzaba en esta ciudad naciente, para que esta piedra vuelva a marcar el sol poniente en su rostro dentado.

Registrará de nuevo el andar rítmico de los transeúntes locales, la música melancólica y desenfrenada que animan las cofradías en preparación para la Semana Santa, los bastones de las antiguas matriarcas remando desde la Plaza del Mercado hasta la Plaza del Arenal por la Calle de los Gatos Extraños, abarcando generaciones desde los moriscos hasta Franco, mezclados con modismos extranjeros que cristalizan en su rica estructura mineral en preparación para la nueva ola de turistas y extranjeros que inevitablemente habitarán esta estructura reparada y reconstruida, reemplazando a los locales que mueren lentamente o se frustran con la afluencia radical de extranjeros que aún no ha llegado a Jerez de la Frontera; sin embargo, esta fusión de antigüedad y el borracho tropezando hacia la modernidad se siente en la sangre.

En la alcoba bajo el antiguo gimnasio, cerrado durante la COVID, cuyas entrañas probablemente nunca volverán a ver la luz esterilizante del sol, duerme una yonqui que defeca junto a su cama hecha de cartón y mantas deshilachadas y sucias. Una mujer y su hija, encargadas por el pueblo de alimentar a los gatos callejeros, desfilan sin cesar con sus uniformes tecnicolor en busca de algún bocado perdido o de un toqueteo casual bajo los laros, vencejos, cinconias y córvidos que los acosan desde el cielo. El apartamento modernizado para servir a unos pocos británicos que huyeron de su tierra natal, fue destripado y reemplazado con atavíos que superan en precio a los de la casa contigua, pero que de ninguna manera igualan la autenticidad de su arquitectura y decoración, cuyos habitantes han ocupado esta morada durante nueve generaciones. Con el rostro pegado a la fresca superficie blanca, se puede ver a lo largo del pasillo adyacente la Torre de la Catedral, de estilo gótico-mudéjar, y escuchar el canto fúnebre resonar en el cráneo, recordando silenciosamente el tumultuoso pasado de este gran pueblo.

Si captas el ángulo, la temperatura, la hora del día, la humedad y la ubicación adecuados cuando el sol está en una posición precisa en el cielo, puedes saborear el golpe de Manuel Morao y sentir la cadencia de Lola saturando tu cerebro. Una molécula del aroma del jazmín que floreció en el barrio de San Miguel llega a tu nervio olfativo tras perderse en el laberinto hace casi un milenio. Parfum de Citrus infusionado con vapores de Palomino Fine y Pedro Ximénez cuyas bodegas fueron construidas estratégicamente de acuerdo a la geometría sagrada de los matemáticos árabes calculando lo divino, lo omnipresente y lo infinito que flota en los cielos abrasadores para que cuando te distraigas lo suficiente por un momento para olvidarte de ti mismo, puedas escuchar el canto ancestral romaní dentro de la piedra colocada por la persona cuyo nombre llevas, que estuvo en el lugar donde se erigió la primera estructura de Jerez y sirvió como cristal semilla para la ciudad en el centro del universo, la ciudad que lleva las cicatrices de la historia y sirve como esperanza de la humanidad, la ciudad donde todo está inmóvil en la frontera entre la nada y la eternidad.

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Clouds of Tears

Posted on 28th September 2025 in Andalucia, Reflections, Science, Stories

 

Like black hole radiation coalescing into what we perceive as our universe, which is rarely noticed and less rarely thought about by most of Earth’s inhabitants, we have to admit that our origin story is poorly developed and barely understood. Yet, most of us know, without direct reason or proof, that everything in the universe is connected. Some call it god, some call it karma, some call it resonance phenomena; all religions and belief systems, including science, have their version of this story. Most will agree that we are interconnected through the physical environment of planet Earth by gravity, and the chemical cycles of water, oxygen, carbon dioxide, and the plethora of elements created in suns exploding and colliding over unfathomable time.

It is difficult to delineate the origins of human emotions and how they are tied to chemical cycles, black hole radiation, human ancestry, indoctrination, and invisible cycles tied to quantum mechanical oscillations in the brain producing action-reaction pairs that reverberate in our locality, sometimes drawing laughter from someone who knows not why they laugh in that moment. Or maybe confusion reigns in someone because they live in a toxic environment, and they are sensitive to the chaotic origins of the moment they were entrapped into by birth.

The unknown origins of all things open a portal to probability where we can assume that everything is potentially true, without doubt. In this space, we find magic. I, for example, have recently realized that I cry when it rains, and finding the impetus for this action-reaction pair is as futile as it is pointless, because the origin story of the universe tells us nothing. Yet, the history of humans traversing Earth tells us that magic happens in moments where nascency is dismissed.

It turns out that some percentage of some percentage of clouds are made of ocean waters baked into the sky, coalescing, by some attractive force that scientists have reasonably determined to be accurate through theories and experiments, verified and denied through time, with fancy partial differential equations, barely tells the true nature of clouds. Yes, clouds are indeed made, in part, of ocean water – oceans in the sky. Indeed, living organisms are also made of ocean water – oceans on land. What I have come to understand is that clouds are made of oceans of emotions. That some percentage of clouds are made of tears from all living beings baked into the sky: tears of sorrow, tears of joy, tears of fear, tears of longing, tears of loss, and tears of love. And when it rains, these emotions infiltrate the local sky and saturate the land where maybe you live. And when the sun comes out later in the day, or the week, or the month, or the year, those tears are released back into the air that you breathe. And perhaps in one moment, you find yourself laughing or crying, and you don’t know why. Or maybe you do know why. You can be certain that whatever your thoughts and feelings are in the moment, they are recycled from generations of oscillations of magic harvested by clouds of tears.

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Educat3d Fools

Posted on 26th February 2024 in Poetry, Reflections, Self Determination
You don’t need to achieve a degree
To understand the victim becomes the abuser
It happened to you
You nation of sociopaths
Led by the megalomaniacal psychopaths
Disseminating with proper inflection
To subdue your higher self
Self-proclaimed righteous
The Chosen Ones
You wonder why
The rest don’t just give in
To be ruled by those with divine right
Fools

Letter to a Friend: Former or Otherwise

Posted on 23rd February 2024 in Nonviolence Resistance, Peace, Poetry, Reflections, Self Determination

I’ll let you know when I’m dead

Since I haven’t heard from you in a while

Busy, as you are, with your newfound love

Riding high on your accomplishments

And your fat pockets

How can you forget that

I imagine you’re too busy to notice

Other

 

Me, well

Almost everything around

Is rubble bones and blood

I’ll be joining the pile soon

To be sure

Nourished in heaven with manna

Not available to collective me

Here while alive

 

I thought about calling you

To see how you are

I’m not the only one suffering

Everyone in their own way

Silent or otherwise

Bombs or no bombs

Food or no food

Love or no love

To be true

 

Because my heart is bigger than yours

And I can only feel

sorrow  for your shallow

But  can not justify

You your

Ignorant violence

So we live together

In silence

Out, Camping

Posted on 18th February 2024 in Nonviolence Resistance, Poetry, Reflections, Self Determination

People all over the world are camping
That’s what you do in your tent, right?
People around the world
Are on vacation permanent
That’s what you’re in on vacation, right?
A tent.
When you want to get in touch with nature.

They destroyed everything.
Our homes
Our hospitals
Our place of prayer
Holy Places
They murdered our children
Our Children

My mother lies
In part, in parts
Most of her hot vapor sprayed
Against the wall
Updating paintings
Soaking into the soft cushions

I’m in a tent
On vacation
Plenty of food
Like “Victory”
It’s within reach
A few more meters
A few more deaths

You’re in a tent
You say to me
Rent-free
I should be happy
And quiet
For the privilege I endure

The Gaza Striptease: I. Collective Rape

Posted on 12th February 2024 in Poetry, Reflections

You know I wanted you to rape me
As I’m sure you think all the women want
To be raped
That’s why I parade around on stage
In barely any nothing at all
That taunts your baser self
You’re easy
You brute

You know in my wildest calculations
You’d be relentless in your attack
Direct
In public
In daylight
To watch
On the Big Screen
RealiTV
You’re in it

And now you’re a criminal, too
Bexause you witnessed it
Like Child Porn
And did nothing, but
Catch yourself in the act
Shame on you and
Everyone else too
You’re easy
You’re it
You brute