Keep shooting it feels good

Posted on 10th November 2023 in Nonviolence Resistance, Poetry, Self Determination


The last one under the shoulder released some tension that has been building up for a while that’s in the grey zone where you just can’t reach without an extension rod

The first one pierced my heart and made me feel alive again. Really I thought I was dead, a zombie, unable to feel anymore, carrying the collective trauma of all of humanity in my breast plate


A later one sent percussive shockwaves through my bones shattering them into neat piles to sweep under the rug of historical colonialism that left no zone untouched


Another ricocheted through my mother aunt son brother father daughter oma breaking the chain of generations erasing the past preventing the future


The one that backfired blinded you enough to catch a glimpse of god shame guilt blame and retribution so that the next generation of children will continue the killing
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I’m Coming

Posted on 21st October 2023 in Poetry

They grew apart from you

With time

Not because of anything particular

Specific as it were

Just the noise that displaces space

You can be certain

They have not forgotten you

They will still come to your funeral

 

When the time is ripe

Like a fruit before rotting

On the street you sit in humble repose

Dirty enough to draw disgust

To all who witness your demise

Though you were the godsend child of the community

Before things took a turn for the worse

Broken Hearted urchin

For whom no one sheds a shred of decency

They will still come to your funeral

 

They despise you for your ideology

Though you are cut from the same cloth

You used to agree on everything

From the side of the earth the sun rises

To the part of the sky where stars alight

You shared the sweet air of spring

And the crisp winter’s chill

You made art, talked god, prayed together over luminous fire

Too hot for the devil herself to hold hooves over

One touch inflicted the wound

One word destroyed the love

One breath born all misunderstanding

They will still come to your funeral

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Sun-dried Tears

Posted on 22nd April 2022 in Poetry

If we can produce enough tears

From the ocean that wells up inside of us

When we are overwhelmed by

Joy, Wonder, Sorrow, Loss, and Love

We can sell the sun-dried product

At Market

In our tiny village

 

When the People eat the brine

That poured out of us

They will feel the stories

Course through their capillaries

About the long road traveled

Reminding them of the convergence

Instructing them to hold the light

That brought them here

 

To tattoo the Tierra

With their blood seeping down to the river

And the smoke of their ritual fires touching the sky

Visible in the distance to influence

The clouds that rain inside

To cultivate the crops our lachrimae will eventually accentuate

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Talus Puzzle

Posted on 14th April 2022 in Poetry

In that dream you had

Last night

I was raven to your hawk

At first you were rock

In the talus puzzle

Later it seemed

You were a wave of wind

Atop the trees

Cascading along the ridge

Toward the infinite

Then that strange blue light

Bounced from the sun

Shone through

The one cloud in the sky

From which appeared your final form

In that dream you had

You beckoned me to partake

In our next fake

Royal joust in the sky

A game we engage

For the dream catchers

Passing by

On the way

To the great thing in their mind

Where everything plays

A fantasy

 

Blue Cistus

Posted on 10th April 2022 in Poetry

In an instant

That gravity was too busy playing god

Holding other people down

You fell skyward

Grabbing a few things on your way up

Your keffiyeh

Because you could still reach it

With the few witches’ burr

Attached from the last time

You wandered along the scree

In search of a talisman

To keep you grounded

That you would plant in a cloud

The dallah given you by father

So you would not have to sacrifice tradition

For all else you have given up up and away

One Blue Cistus flowering

From imbibing your child’s joyous tear

Wrung from the duct at hisan’s arrival

Just like you cried when she was born

Placed in your arms

And never let go

But you couldn’t reach the memory

As you fell skyward

Of whatever it was still in your heart

Stolen by time

Lost in love

Drifted apart

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In a Dream

Posted on 9th April 2022 in Poetry

You went too far this time
And managed to backtrack
To the right before
That place in the physical realm
You stood once more
On solid ground
Moss, lichen, pine root,
On the ball of your foot
In the cascade of water
Flowing down the forest floor
From the Silver Hollow
Notch in the sky
Reflecting the shimmering sun
Through the early morning fog
From which it gets its name

Surrounded by invisible voices
Singing you their songs
From the ash, birch, and striped maple
You wonder
Like you do watching
The gull studded Tierra
above the Ciconia
that the natural order of things
is just what you see
and the why of it beyond comprehension
which is what got you into trouble in the first place
Looking for the extinct animals of the Sierra
To establish your prehistory
To live in a dream you had
To feel what is beyond what you can feel

My friends on the other side
They said you were confused
That you didn’t know what you were doing
That you went too far this time
You thought the unthinkable thoughts
Humans shouldn’t think while alive
You realized what was going on
And you no longer qualified
But you needed another chance
And promised not to say anything
That you would do it over
In silent ignorance
As if this
Never happened
So they turned you around
Pushed you back through
And you are cursed

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